Organized Sentences
Intro
It is a shame, when I have been speaking or writing for a
while, I am not able to write or speak any organized sentences, most of them
are inverted sentences. Maybe my mind is so full, maybe I have a lot of things
to do at the same time. I am sorry, it has been long time to write here, I am
sorry, yes you are right, it is a shame.
When I realized that I was neglecting here, I found plan B for
website. I have friends who are not going to let me down. I asked them to cover
me in the website. Fortunately, they shared their arts with me on www.oguzhanuzun.com. I think that I
am quite lucky for friendship.
Where am I?
I am writing these
sentences far away from İstanbul. There are mandarins that grow in Terranova da
Sibari and banana is from Ecuador on the table. I am in Calabria, best chili
pepper.
Still, I am
experiencing different stories abroad, nevertheless, my Italian’s days are
quite interesting and weird. Never mind, Thank Allah, I keep fighting for my
future career.
Daily Phone Calls
I would like to share one of the daily phone calls that was
last week, I was on phone with one of my close friends.
Me: “I shared a post on frommyperspective1710 (Instagram
page), did you see it?”
- “Oh Yeah, it is amazing, I think that it could be the best
photo in your page”
Me: “Thank you very much mate, when I get positive feedbacks
from my friends, feedbacks make me happy for sharing photos”
- “Ozzie, why do not share your’ photos on one of website? It
could be amazing for you!”
Me:” I already have website that is named oguzhanuzun.com. Did
not you know that?”
- “Oh Yeah, you have website, I totally forgot it” …
In fact, she had to remember that I have a web-site. This is
because when I shared my last article for oguzhanuzun.com, she was with me in
the library.
However, she does not remember that day. Let’s be honest, It
was quite normal, it had been 11 months to publish any writing. At the end of
the day, daily phone call hurt me deeply in that she forgot my website.
So what happened in 11 months? I met super nice people, I had
super cool stories. Consequently, some of my friends chose another way in their
life, some of them were welcoming to my life or some of them have stayed
permanently in my life. I can tell it from my heart “ I am so grateful for
everyone.”
In 11 months, I made 3 short movies and 6 trip vlog videos for
oguzhan1710. I shared 34 photos on Instagram, I wrote 500 tweets. I tried to share
my life with my friends.
Seriously, when we share our lives on social media, do we
really share reality or not on platforms?
When I ask myself then I can say yes I am sharing what I want to share
that is real in platforms. This is because I have no reason to share something
which is not real in my life. To be honest, if I shared something which is not
real my life, my followers could be 100000 times more on social platforms. In
my opinion, people who do not share their reality in their platforms, probably
have many reasons to share fake life.
When I mention reality, it reminded me of Slavoj Zizek. He
said “Welcome to the Desert of Real.” I
heard that sentence from Morpheus when I was watching Matrix. The point is that
sometimes social platforms look like the desert of real for me. Platforms are
Matrix, and users upload different software with their contents. However,
contents hide reality. I have no idea if you agree with me or not, but I am
inviting you to have a safari in my desert that does not hide reality.
Oguzhanuzun.com was in fallow, I discovered new stories with
no breaks. I discovered England starting with Leeds and New York and then I
wandered Liverpool, Manchaster, Newcastle, Durham, Edinburg, Hogmanay’18,
Tantallon Castle, Queen Elizabeth Forest Park, Glenco, Knaresborough,
Scarborough, Whitby, Harrogate, Kendal, Lancaster, Blackpool, Sunderland, Lake
District National Park, Cambridge, Bath, Brighton, Canterbury, Stonehenge,
Seven-Sisters Mountain, Hull City and London.
I can hear you asking, did i managed to graduate from school
while traveling that many places at the same time? Thank Allah, yes i did
managed to finish it succesfully.
How Ozzie?
Let’s start this journey from the beginning. I took the
University exam twice and managed to place in my department at the second try,
but the university suspended my registration for 6 months since i’m an
additional replacement so i went to a Language course at that 6 months. I took
prep class for half semester, gave Ielts and Toefl, skipped prep class at the
last moment. Things did not go pretty well at the first year in my department.
I was the department’s DD champion and i barely managed to put my grade-point
avarage together in the second and third year. Then, I was supposed to continue
my education in Leeds Beckett but things didn’t work out allright once again. I
was supposed to take Ielts again so i took it many times. It took me one year.
Finally i made it to Leeds Business School and graduated.
Graduating cost me some time of course. My nephew was 3.5
years old when i went to Eskişehir from İstanbul. She was in fourth grade by
the time i graduated. Actually, i talked to her just an hour ago: ‘’ I have an
exam tomorrow for education of religion and ethics uncle’’, she said. We may
not want to be aware of the passing years, but something or someone makes us
realize it eventually.
Now
These are all for now. While i returned to İstanbul from
England, I hoped for a life changing sentence from life so i could write it
here. One of my friends’ Whatsapp status gave me the one i expected. It goes:
‘’Don’t stop, remind me of yourself.’’ (Turgut Uyar )
Here i am, once again.
I don’t stop. I started to remind myself again, from one body
to thousands of souls.
This is a nice website bro',I appreciate you,way to go!
YanıtlaSilBy the way,this is Erhan Taş and you know me.See you! Arrivederci!
It's good. It's telling fluency what you lived.
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